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Being Horny
Very Weird thing about what happened with me last year and how it effected my 'Sexual Moods',, even now(drinking again, etc),, I feel total 'guilt' having impure thoughts, and masturbation is like a total major Sin for me now.
What the heck is wrong with me?
I keep thinking 'w.t.f.' is wrong with me(and even the 'w.t.f.' is a Sin- and I could easily say that prior to last year,, so 'cussing' is not proper, but why the max guilt involved?).
Well, I really thought I was the Messiah last year, so I guess that's the answer to it all. When you see the world collapsing before you, I think its like at some point you 'may' feel like you must Save It and Be the Example(which I tried to be last year),, and now, I feel like a piece of dirt.
Is 'thinking' about Sex wrong?
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